When it rains it pours!

Picure of my mom and nephew.












Well we received the results from my moms ctscan, wasn't good news. 3 tumors have grown and several new ones have appeared ( on her liver ) she also has fluid around her heart and some shadowy stuff on the outside wall of her colon. Needless to say, the chemo isn't working. We're trying to get her on a clincal study @ the U and @ the Mayo. Now, to put more salt on the wound, I received a call from my dad yesterday telling me that my stepma has a year to live, she has throat cancer that has spread to her ribs, back and legs. Funny thing is, my dad asked if it was his fault that both of his wives/exwives have cancer lol I got a chuckle out of that. Anyway, it's a very somber day for me today, I guess I'm in shock. I don't want my mother to die, yet I know she's going to sooner than I had ever though. She's my best friend, my mentor, my hero, she's my constant. I don't know what I'm going to do when all of that is gone. I feel lost already with her here, how will I feel with her gone?